Canvass of Words

2003-12-18T03:27:00.000-08:00

I'm not a livejournal user but I find this very interesting. I found it in Elvira's livejournal. I don't know where she gets all these stuff but they're very interesting.

2003-12-13T02:10:00.000-08:00

It's the season to be jolly.......

Been a long time..... as I remember Elvira's opening words in Raised to the Tenth's newsletter Of the Three Worlds.

There are only about 12 days left before Christmas. Somehow I realize that it doesn't sound and feel like it's Christmas. It's very sad to say and it's very disappointing. I am very excited though to take my vacation from all the busy work of all sorts if reading and rushing to meet deadlines. Relationships in school are "strictly business" relationships so to speak and that's when I realized that there are actually very few who take time to sit and see their life pass by. A season like this has also made me realize how I miss the old times. How I miss the sunset in St. Scho. as I feel the surroundings around me turn bluish. As I smell that sunset, the grass of the field, the cold stone tables. I can't help but miss it. I miss it really and sometimes I still feel the sunset in my new School, in my new environment, in my strictly- business- environment. I admit that I really am thankful that I can still sometimes feel it. People have grown cold and I have difficulty battling that discovery of mine, which you might have had discovered too or might have realized. People find sunsets corny, they find those little wonderful things so boring and I miss the discussions on the phone with Elvira. I miss how she'd make me laugh and how she listens to me attentively. I miss it really, I really do and it's hard to find TRUE FRIENDS. She's one of a kind.

2003-10-10T02:49:00.000-07:00

On Partisanship

sent by e-mail by: Elvin Uy

Politics or political science (as well as governance) is essentially
a FOREIGN social science. It was first introduced by ancient
philosophers (Plato, et. al) of the west and their successors (still
western people) have continued to develop it. Much of the things we
do or know right now about politics and governance came from the
west (our very own constitution is patterned after the USA's
charter). While the theory or the practice of politics does adapt
to the culture or environment that utilizes it, certain fundamental
concepts CAN NOT and SHOULD NOT be altered. One of them is the
importance of PARTISANSHIP to political parties and governance, most
especially.
The problem with our government (Philippines) right now is not that
we have too much politics. On the contrary, we lack MATURE and
MEANINGFUL politics. Of the 170++ political parties registered in
COMELEC, only a handful (maybe even less) can attest that they do
have a well-defined and well-articulated ideology. That's the
reason why you have politicians who change sides (switch parties)
before elections (to win) or after winning one. That is also the
reason why the electorate tends to vote based on popularity,
personality (credentials), and a superficial (mababaw) understanding
of university and national issues (this applies to elections here in
the university and beyond). What we see in the government (again,
both inside and outside the university) are individuals who can be
considered highly qualified to lead, in terms of credentials, yet do
not have well-formed political beliefs and as such, are unable to
represent. That causes the mess that is our government right now.
It lacks focus and direction because the leaders who are steering
the government (hence the student body or the country) are doing so
in different and opposite directions.

On choosing the leader(s)...

There seems to be an endless debate about how to choose one's
leaders. Those who believe that partisanship is a no-no argue that
credentials and some other qualities must be the prime basis in
choosing a leader. Credibility, they say, gets their vote. This is
not entirely wrong (it's quite ok if you're using these criteria for
choosing, say a class valedictorian). However, in the realm of
politics and governance, this is quite INADEQUATE. Why? Governance
is essentially about REPRESENTATION; relevant and meaningful
governance is a by-product of clashes between different beliefs and
principles (between distinct ways of thinking). Leaders who only
have good leadership background, have great credentials (past
involvements, achievements), and even have a genuine passion for
service will not be able to hack it simply because they lack true
understanding of what governance entails. Governance is about
shaping and forming policies, not merely activity planning and
implementation. And the way for leaders to decide on important
issues is not through consulting everyone of the electorate (that
would, in the words of Mr. Salamat, make the SC mean student
counseling) but by living up to the mandate the electorate gave its
representatives. Leaders are so named because they LEAD or STEER a
community towards something, not because they consult everyone and
try to find out which option holds the majority (there is nothing,
of course, wrong with consultation). Believe me when I say that
without leaders with well-formed political beliefs, the government
will simply fall apart (or operate aimlessly). Either way, the
electorate, the people who gave a piece of their power to their
representatives, stands to lose in such a situation. That's what
Tapat is against, that's why we keep advocating PARTY POLITICS
(partisanship).

I can go on and on about party politics and its merit but it'll make
this email too long (as if this is not long enough). I will however
give you guys a piece of my mind every now and then (on this issue
especially).

To TAPAT ID103…
I suggest you guys try to read up (books, columns, mags) or try to
ask people who know about politics and governance on this issue.
I'm quite confident that by doing so, you guys will realize why we
are so damned passionate about party politics. Hopefully, you'll
even be thankful that there are still groups (student organizations
nonetheless) who advocate such an ideal yet essential notion of
politics and governance.

Elvin Uy
Chair, Advocacy Arm

2003-10-10T02:41:00.000-07:00

Hello there everyone! Long time no post. I just dropped by to post to all those people whom I haven't had contact with for several months. I've been busy and very busy reading and reading stuff.

Tito Ray if ever you drop by here I'm very sorry that I haven't been sending you e-mails please do not think that I have already forgotten you. I was just busy and I can't even e-mail Elvira. I really hope that I would be able to write you and tell you so many stories soon. God Bless! Animo La Salle!

Elvira To be or not to be that is the question! I hope that you'd be able to make it to College. I'm very excited for you and I know that you will pass whatever test there is to take. Ikaw pa you are the "Walking Library" diba. I sure hope that you didn't turn into a walking post office or a walking mail box. Tired and degraded from work. Well atleast diba you're degraded, which means you are BIODEGRADABLE!!!!!!!!! Remember that when we were sophomores, we were sitting at the canteen and there was this big sign at your back which says, NON- BIODEGRADABLE and I said, "Non- Biodegradable pala si Hiei?!" And you said, "Hindi ako noh! Si Mokuro!" Joke lang yun! Miss na kita and I'll mail you my address. Please tell Tito Ray that I posted something here so that he'd know just in case. Thank you! Beat the exam ok. I would be praying for you! Thank you so much for criticizing my written works. I sure am learning from them. The one entitled "Tomorrow at 5 am" is dedicated solely to you. Did you read it? I also posted it here. I hope that my writing skills are improving all I am not into writing this season. I will try to write more if I can and I'd post it here.

Noey Long time no see. I haven't seen you in a long time. I haven't seen you yet here in the University. Miss na rin kita and I just had a burst of memory and I remembered you. Did you know that you were the one to teach me how to pony tail my hair? We were in second grade then and we were having the Intrams. While we were in the Prep Area I asked you if you could pony my hair and you readily did. So I followed how you did it and got it right. Didn't you notice.... I still wear a pony tail upto now except the time when I cut my hair short. I'm glad to know that some things still last. "I need to be next to you........"

2003-09-05T09:28:00.000-07:00

A Spontaneity in Life
by: Katrina S. Luzon

I sat down at my computer once thinking of what to write in my biography. I scanned my memory mentally outlining and screening what and what not to write. Reminiscing in my chair, I picked out small scenes from my childhood, from pre-school and from High School. Thinking about them made me realize that my life was full of tears and maybe other peoples lives were also filled with the same thing. You may and may not agree with me or should I say you may and may not deny it.
Crying is the most natural thing in the world. Humans were born into this world crying. It's a declaration of life from the moment you come out of darkness to see light. Most of the time crying becomes a person's haven, sanctuary and release from pain. Newborns cry as a sign of their needs-- the need to be fed, to be put to sleep or to be carried into their loving mother's arms. When a five-year old can't get what it wants and turns its mood to a tantrum, it usually is left alone there to cry. For in crying, subconsciously the child realizes that he can't get everything he wants and later on realizes that the world works in this way.
It maybe a common thing for people that when they grow- up they come to know that crying becomes embarrassing. It becomes childish for an adult, especially for men, to cry. For most people, it's a sign of weakness and puerility. It's simply a silly idea to be seen teary-eyed. There are people who find crying as something immature, unusual and funny. They laugh, giggle and make fun of someone they see hollering as if the whole idea of crying is wrong, as if it's not human for a person to cry. Probably denying their inner child, they grew up too much that they forgot a very basic thing in life. They forgot their humanity and became sophisticated. They forgot to let their tears fall down and to be honest to oneself and to other people. They make me wonder if they ever feel or felt anything or if they know how to cry. But we never know and we must understand that their inability to do so is not to be considered strength but weakness instead. It is a weakness trailed with the fear to look absurd in front of everyone and so they hold back their tears. Probably one of the differences between grown-ups and the little ones is that children cry freely and naturally than adults do.
I heard a two-year old kid kicking and screaming at the second aisle of a grocery store. I listen as the child lets out a loud cry releasing all his frustrations at a toy he couldn't make his mother buy and oblivious to other people passing by. I am not saying that one should cry to get what s/he wants. For me, this is what it means to shed tears. This is how crying becomes a sanctuary of crumpled-up feelings of a two-year old and might be the crumpled feelings of another grown-up. The grown-up who might wish he or she can cry and scream as loud as the two-year old just to be out of control, to let go and just to get hold of the child inside who would push the grown-up side away. They might be struggling to get out for a while in a world that is too complicated and judgmental.
Crying is admitting to yourself your weaknesses and in doing so, this becomes your strength. It gives you enough space to empty your heart and brain and to pour out everything that's inside. It exclaims all your agony and sorrow and it loosens the tight ropes of emotions that have been entwined in you for a long time. Crying is a factor that presses on the person to grow and be mature. My life may be filled with tears but I know that I did have the stepping stone or a refuge to this difficult and fast-paced living. Life can be so tough, I can honestly tell and I won't and pretend that it's simple and easy. It's difficult to suppress yourself or coil inside your hiding place. It's hard to live life without crying. Humans aren't humans if they won't shed tears; a reality, believe it or not, in which we find that it is indeed a spontaneity in life.

2003-09-03T06:05:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow at 5am

A universal place

where all can accidentally meet

is where time stops

the world freezes

and

the noise is silenced

by the heart beat of the other

from the other line

from the other side

from another port

of the world

with another scene of life

From the moment that precious words are exchanged

all is in euphoria and in a state of bliss

everything is forgotten from each hand in had eclipse

The spell is broken at the strike of 10pm

Reality comes at us to bite

that we would then have to say good night

Conversations end with the infinite exchange of farewell

and a promise to meet tomorrow at 5am.

2003-08-31T10:22:00.000-07:00

I haven't been here for a long time. My nose got stuck between the pages of my books and I nearly dream of Visual Basic syntax and those tongue twister words from Botany class. I slept for 12 hours last Wednesday and I really felt that eyes went puffy (or not) from oversleeping. I received .:Kuya Hiei's:. Birthday card. Actually that was a long time ago but I want to use this opportunity to thank my one and only surrogate brother for remembering my Special Day. I haven't written to my Dear Helios for a long time. I owe the poor old demon lots of stories; I think I would be able to consume the limited kilobytes for e-mail if I send her an update of me since May. Boy that would be sooooo long, would it beat the Mahabarata? Nah, I ain't sending no one a poem especially a long one. Mahirap gumawa.

.:NOEY:. I need to be next to you....... I heard it once when I was reviewing for a Final Exam at around 3-4 in the morning and I remembered you. I remember Noey when it comes to giving out opinions or especially when I get soooo immature. I always think, "How would Noey oppose this kind of opinion?" Man I miss our British Parliamentary debates, I wish we could still enter the Troika Hall to watch the debates of the lower years so that we would imagine ourselves sitting there while our teacher would do those magic tricks with his cards. Do you remember the proposition, "It is always unfair in love and in war."? What else were those propositions.......? Uhm..... "This house believes that cloning should be legalized." Remember when we had that slow dragging debate about the Economy of the Philippines, I gave a speech that was less than the 3-minute cut off. It wasn't my kind of debate talking about dollar exchange rates and the Philippine Economy, besides we didn't have much data when we faced our opponents. What's weird is that we won that debate.
Anyway, we seldom see each other in school and I hope that we would meet more often this Semester. Please give me your schedule again when we meet. I look forward to our next conversation. I miss those bonding sessions in the stone tables; when could we go back there to watch the sky turn pink and purple again while I wait for the school bus and while you wait for your dad to fetch you. Somehow I still miss what we all had before. When I think about it, my 16-year old self goes back to me and I miss the feeling that I had before..... when we were Seniors.

.:KUYA HIEI:. You always make my heart leap. I didn't forget you and I won't. I think of you even in School and I remember you in almost everything. Our memories make me laugh (even when I am alone). I'm going crazy you know. I hope you're doing fine there. Tell Tito Ray, Tita Lou and Pickles that we miss you all here A LOT! I'm looking forward to chat with you if there will be a chance, long distance calls are expensive even I can't afford it. "Economic crisis man dai" as you would always say and tell me when we were in Sophomores. I remember your birthday card is on the way to Australia. Sorry for the delay, I hope you forgive me. I REALLY LOVE THE QUATRE BANNER SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!! I'll put it here as soon as I have time to fix this bloggie. THANK YOU!!!!!!!!! MISS YOU!!!!!!!!! You take good care of yourself ok.

Eden------ I didn't forget. I'll text you as soon as I load. Miss na rin kita.

It's 1am here now I'm going to bed. Sleep Dreams everyone.

2003-08-08T01:35:00.000-07:00

Hey people! Long time no blog... this is due to:
a) I've been busy
b) I've been busy again
c) I've been more busy
with what? With so many things like School.

Kuya Hiei! I received your snail mail and it made me jump and bounce all over the house. I'm sorry I haven't been writing one more thing... " Economic Crisis man dai! " I really miss you a lot and it's true that I owe you so many kwentos. I'm just wondering din kasi if you still go online on MSN. Do you still go there? Ang dami ko talagang kwento and I hope it would fit here. Please tell TITO RAY ANIMO! too. It's ironic talaga, I wasn't even targeting this school tapos I was cheering for Ateneo last year. I guess life has it's own way of playing jokes on people.
I'm in a new environment but it's no big deal. After spending one year of College in our dear Alma Mater it seems like it doesn't anymore matter to me where I go. It's true what you told me... I've reading your e-mails and I've been reading your letters. I remember you saying to me that "our uniforms were the best things since sliced- bread." It's true there's no match for the ideologies of our Alma Mater. Even if I had so many heartaches when I was there, it really pains me to leave it. After all, 12 years of being there seems to be not enough.
Hey, I miss your humor din, I always think about you nga and Tito Ray and Pickles and Tita Lou. So how's your new car pala? Are you going to take any driving lessons? Man Elvira you're getting richer na....... joke lang. Oh yah I forgot to ask you how's work? I think it's still that alienating. How's your school? Do they still look like retards, joke.....
Point blank........ I'm running out of things to say kaya lang feel ko pang mag-type.

I'll get back here as soon as I can.

Write to you again Kuya Hiei.
Love you!
Miss you!

Your Kat Kat

2003-07-29T03:41:00.000-07:00

CONGRATULATIONS!

CHRISTINE S. TARRONAS FOR PASSING THE BOARD EXAMS FOR PHARMACY!

2003-07-04T22:48:00.000-07:00

WHAT'S NEW:

I made a few changes in my template and finally I've been able to put up
this Comment box. Just feel free to "talk to me" in these comment boxes.
My flobble account already expired and I failed to run after it's expiration
date so that it can still operate in my blog.
Hey Noey I'm learning. Thanks for the support, please do visit and read my
blogs I'll try to update them every now and then.

Quatre

2003-07-04T03:51:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Kuya Hiei!!!!!!!!!!

2003-06-27T01:33:00.000-07:00

The world does not envy me for God's sake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am not a person to be envied!!!!!!! This quiz is very unreliable!!!!!!!!!!

2003-06-27T01:32:00.000-07:00

Makino Tsukushi/San Cai

Which Meteor Garden + Hana Yori Dango character are you?
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2003-06-27T00:23:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone I'm back! It's been a long time again since I posted here.

--=Elvira=-- My dear kuya, I miss chatting with you but I do understand if your MSN is rather "gay". I dreamed of you last night in our Scholastican uniform. Funny, because you were in dreadlocks and you couldn't believe that I am in Australia. I think you and I were in a bar when we met. Ironic no... kasi we are to be co-managers of a gay bar. I miss you na and I hope to hear from you din. Uyyy malapit na ang birthday mo. I didn't forget and I won't forget the only mistake of that is I always put June 3 instead of July 3 but atleast now I know and I keep in mind that we were born on the same month. I'll write to you and I hope to hear from you.

--=Quatre=--

2003-06-12T03:50:00.000-07:00

Your an ice spirit. Your very deep in your own
ways, and very intellectual. Although some
people may define you as crazy. You usually
like to be alone and probably only have a few
close freinds.

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2003-06-12T03:45:00.000-07:00

I never really thought that Quidditch would be the game.

2003-06-12T03:42:00.000-07:00

You excel at Quidditch. You're either a jock or
just love the game, but then again who
wouldn't. You're a natural on the broom and
there may be prospects of you making it to the
big leagues.

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2003-06-06T01:56:00.000-07:00

Finally I am here again! At last medyo maayos na ang blog ko!
Anyway, so many things to write with so little time. HECTIC is the word.
I've been running around school just to make it on time. Ang laki kasi ng school
and medyo naninibago pa ako.

Melina, thanks for the chat we had on that little bench near the gate. I really am thankful that
I stumbled on to you that day. I was really feeling down and all. Thanks for the encouragement
when I really needed it. I will not forget the time I said, "Kapag ako naging Dean!" and then I fell
down my seat. I still laugh at it upto now ewan ko ba it's really funny but I really do hope it happens.
I have so many dreams for SSC and I love it no matter what. Even though it gave me so many heartaches
I still am loyal to it that's why I hope I get back there to start a Reform!

Kuya Hiei Sorry I haven't been online for many days
miss na kita.

Till here na muna

2003-05-20T07:17:00.001-07:00

Ok there are still so many things to fix here........

2003-05-20T07:17:00.000-07:00

Ok there are still so many things to fix here........

2003-05-18T00:23:00.000-07:00

Special mention here: Noey and Elvira who helped me tweak my blog.
Thanks a lot, you saved my life and my blog!

2003-05-17T01:29:00.000-07:00

I am trying to fix my blog. Please give me time I am a little lost.

2003-05-01T04:04:00.000-07:00

It's been a long time.........

Sorry for not updating my blog I've been fiddling with a lot
of things here at home and possibly anywhere.

Belated Happy Birthday Noey!
Sorry I wasn't able to make it for you that day. I guess I wasn't
so lucky. My dress got screwed up and a lot of things including my
brain got screwed up. Thanks to Mao, she saved the day and she
saved my life. I miss her soooo much and that goes for Noey too.
I am sorry for that I just hope that you'd forgive me for not coming.

So I wonder why Athena is asking me for a Medieval name and the color.
Sorry the only medieval name I could think of is Guenevere. I am not
even sure if it's a medieval name. And I'd go for red. Well, why are you
asking about this anyway? Sorry about your MSN well, things really get
screwy with computers and I'm sort of sick of trying to fix and find stuff
for my own computer; I love my computer though.

2003-04-04T05:11:00.000-08:00

What Planet Are You From?

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2003-04-04T05:01:00.000-08:00

Wherever Sendoh-sama is, you're there! *grin*

Which Slam Dunk team do you belong to?
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2003-04-04T04:42:00.000-08:00

Hey Kuya Hiei! This is my poem, which was the one I was talking
about during our chat. Enjoy! Actually I don't think it makes sense.
Thanks for the support! Same with Melina!

A Rebellion Towards Society

by: Katrina S. Luzon

When money becomes a measure of life

everything comes to be a commodity

humanity is exchanged for materiality

subjectivity to objectivity

This is the underlying reality of this damned society.

2003-04-01T05:49:00.000-08:00

Thanks for reading the "poem" people. =P

2003-03-31T03:50:00.001-08:00

What's Wrong With the World?
Dedicated to My Dear Jericah Helios

"Cause every color, every mood
is represented by me and you....."
--- Francis Magalona, Kaleidoscope World

I was watching cartoons last weekend and
I must confess that love watching Jimmy Neutron Boy Genius.
I think he's a cool little kid with a "weird hairdo"
and wild thinking add to that the fact on how his
brain works. Anyway, I happen to watch the
cartoon that follows it, Futurama.
This is a story of a guy named Fry who got
frozen and when
he woke up it was already the year 2999.
So he's sort of trapped in the future and he meets
friends like Bender and Leela . Bender is a robot
and Leela is a one-eyed woman with violet
hair. This week's episode
revolved around the attack
of the brains. There was this
red planet that exploded
and sent these brains to our planet. Due to this,
the brains were sort of sucking their intelligence
and replacing it with
stupidity. All people were doing things the wrong way.
For example, Bender starts complaining that his
skin hurts,
thinking about it logically you would come to
realize that robots
don't have skin. Another one is that a man starts drinking
water from the shower toilet water he drinks>. While these brains started running
after Leela, she spotted Nibbler
running off in his little spaceship.
Nibbler is a little black creature from
the planet Eternium.
He sort of looks like Badz Maru.
Nibbler decided to
take Leela with him
to his planet so that she'd be safe there. Along the
way Leela told Nibbler,
"We thought you were just a little moron."
And Nibbler started to explain all about himself
and Leela found out
more about Nibbler's race when they reached Eternium.
One thing that is so common
with people and the thing that most
of them love to do is to discriminate.
All of us, in one way
or another, have discriminated other people
but I guess the most dominant of this
act is not done individually
but in a collective manner. I've heard
and experienced racial
discrimination myself. People judge
as if they are or were the
superior race. Actually I am restrained
to write so many things
here but just for the main point of it,
I DON'T LIKE IT. We better
learn from the lesson of Lord Nibbler
and his race. We're all
created equally, color doesn't matter.
Nibbler, who is Lord Nibbler
in his planet, and his race may
look like they're "little morons"
but if you trace their roots,
they're the earliest inhabitants
of our galaxy. They already
existed for 17 years even before
the planet Earth took its shape.
And they were already
battling the brains ever since.
This is greater than what
they expected from the little
black "moron". I think we
better be careful with our
actions. We
might as well keep in mind
what almost all people forgot.
Our great ancestors, wrote
about equality ever since time
immemorial. Didn't Emilio Jacinto
write about this?
Yeah, this sounds
ridiculous that I am quoting
from a Filipino,
but does it matter?
Would you let Neo-colonialism
bite your brain again?
What is wrong with the world?

Futurama

2003-03-31T03:50:00.000-08:00

How many more days to go before Noey's B-day?

2003-03-31T01:21:00.000-08:00

Hey Noey! I'm learning a few things with HTML.
Thanks!

2003-03-31T01:09:00.000-08:00

Errrrr....... Sorry about that Melina! I'm afraid my brain's also
messed up. Speaking about brains I read a not so good stuff
about it from the mail of my sister. It's really disgusting and
eeewwwwww........... You don't want to know about it. =X

2003-03-28T01:22:00.000-08:00

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Which X/1999 characters are you?

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2003-03-28T01:19:00.000-08:00

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Damnit!

2003-03-28T01:11:00.000-08:00

Who's Your Anime Boyfriend?

2003-03-28T00:49:00.000-08:00

Cool!

2003-03-28T00:48:00.000-08:00

Advanced Happy Birthday Noey!

2003-03-28T00:47:00.001-08:00

I'm just watching a bad dream I'd never wake up from.

Find out what anime bad boy you are.

2003-03-28T00:47:00.000-08:00

Hey Elvira were the same!

2003-03-24T15:03:00.000-08:00

Nothing to say but I beg anyone PLEASE HELP ME WITH MY
MESSED UP BLOG!

2003-03-24T15:02:00.001-08:00

Hey Elvira were the same!

2003-03-24T15:02:00.000-08:00

Could you be any more like Chandler Bing? You are
sarcastic and scared of commitment!

Which Friends Character are you?
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2003-03-24T14:59:00.001-08:00

You are "Rei I"

Which Piece Of Evangelion Theme Music Are You?
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2003-03-24T14:59:00.000-08:00

Forgive me pero I think the picture is soooo cool.

2003-03-24T14:58:00.000-08:00

The links won't work, the fobble box has gone out "temporarily"
my blog has gone crazy!

2003-03-24T14:57:00.000-08:00

Why is everything going all weird here?

2003-03-24T14:48:00.000-08:00

You are "Pinch Me"!! You quietly rock,
and live a happy little suburban life while
pondering the meaning of it all. Hell, you're
deep.

Which Barenaked Ladies Song Are You?
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2003-03-24T14:30:00.001-08:00

Some body PLEASE! SOS!

2003-03-24T14:30:00.000-08:00

I NEED HELP ON MY BLOG!

2003-03-24T03:53:00.000-08:00

You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.

What Kind of Smile are You?
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2003-03-24T03:39:00.000-08:00

I have scattered thoughts today and I hate the people around me! Have you
ever met people who just seem to "know-it-all". They agree to know
everything as if they really do but in reality they don't they just knew about
the thing because you mentioned it but originally, they DON'T KNOW ANYTHING.
Why do people of THIS KIND EXIST? Can they just DISAPPEAR?
Can they give me a break? I HATE THEM! It's as if they control my life!
ARRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2003-03-24T03:34:00.000-08:00

You are Zaphikel.
Leader of the Rebellion in Heaven. He is one of the
high Archangels. He was named a
"fallen" due to his love affair with
Raziel's mother. He was blinded when his life
was saved by Adam Kadamon. He is trying to
restore Heaven to the way it was.

You are intelligent and tend not to show your true
intentions. You are loving and kind hearted and
will go out of your way to do the right thing.

Which Angel Sanctuary are you?
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2003-03-24T03:05:00.000-08:00

Hi Melina! Can I ask you a favor, can you fix my blog,
the things here don't seem to fit. Might I suggest
that you move the "likes and dislikes" things
above the social blogs. Is it ok?
Thanks

2003-03-24T02:53:00.000-08:00

I am a weird dream-- truly I am and I am a maverick.
I wanna kill people today.
I hate people because they do not understand me.

2003-03-24T02:52:00.000-08:00

You are a weird dream

What kind of dream are you?
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You are a weird dream

What kind of dream are you?
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2003-03-20T13:24:00.000-08:00

Hi Hope! I happen to pass by your blog, Shatterglasses. It's a really dark blog and to tell you that in Tom Hanks' words, "that was a great combination of poetry and meanness........."

2003-03-20T13:09:00.000-08:00

Hello there people long time no see and I'm happy to be here.

2003-03-20T13:08:00.000-08:00

Hi Noey!

2003-03-20T13:07:00.000-08:00

I'm back! Last Wednesday was the start of my vacation!

2003-03-05T02:27:00.000-08:00

Rosemarie! I just read your letter and well I think you know that I know that I can't write here.
Anyway, I'll be writing to you through snail mail. My computer's sick right now and I'm just using
it right now to write to you! There's something wrong with the CMOS set-up. I was panicking last week
because I have tons of stuff to submit. Man ang hirap mabuhay! I think this is my line and your line would be
"Love, peace and lots of money!" I think that's it. If you happen to read this particular entry in my blog
please write something in my fobble box so that I know that you got to read this. Don't worry about it. Basta,
I'll snail mail you okay? I love you and don't worry too much, you can trust me and I am honored and happy to know
that you do. Yaya!

2003-02-14T05:38:00.000-08:00

BLOOPERS:
Kuya Hiei!!!!! I just remembered something a few hours ago while I was in the jeepney.
I happen to pass by Palanan and I remembered walking by streets of that place.
I remembered being sort of weird while walking down there with Alpha. I nearly got hit by a car because of being an idiot.
I was at the verge of laughing by myself while I was in the jeepney but I had to control myself otherwise people would think
I've gone crazy or psycho. It was really traffic due to this Valentine's Day thing and people are to get their salaries since
tomorrow will be the 15th and because they have money and this day is a very good excuse to go and eat outside.
(This appplies to the people who aren't going through this) ECONOMIC CRISIS.
The jeepeney had to pass by Palanan to take a short cut.
I also remembered something-- scraped from my memory. I remember you showing me some Manga of Yu Yu Hakusho
(I forgot the spelling) when we were in Third Year. The language was in Japanese (duh!) and so were the letters.
You were telling me that you couldn't really understand what was the Manga telling add to that the fact that there were numbers.
Sabi mo sa akin, 'Hindi ko talaga maintindihan ito so I interpreted it this way-- Hiei got laid 5,000 times, Yuusuke got laid _,000
times and so on with all the Yu Yu characters. I really felt the urge to laugh. I really don't know if you remember it still but I
still find it really funny.
Your memories with me were always funny and when I really want a good laugh, I just have to remember your jokes. Miss you!

2003-02-14T04:48:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone! Happy Valentine's Day!
Sabi ni Noey "bad itong Valentine's Day" na ito-- know why?
TRAFFIC ..... MAJOR TRAFFIC TALAGA!

2003-02-13T17:45:00.000-08:00

Hey Melina, I think the fic page would be fine if you're not busy enough to make it.
Thank you really-- for encouraging me to do things.
Love Yah! Miss yah!

Aice

2003-02-11T19:10:00.000-08:00

Hello people! I just passed by my beatiful blog.

2003-02-11T04:59:00.000-08:00

Oh yah, I want to ask you a favor Melina.
Could you ask your school for me if they accept transferees. Like in my case, I am a
Masscom. student, if I wanted to transfer there and take up Biology would that be possible?
What would be their requirements for my case?

Thank you!

2003-02-11T04:45:00.000-08:00

Hi Melina, I just want to ask you something...... I am afraid to write my thoughts down for fear of being wrong about my beliefs.
I've been studying Critical Reading this Semester and I'm afraid to write. I'm afraid someone will view my beliefs as inferior-- not that it's with the issue of being the superior but you know when people think that you're opinion is soooo wrong. This is hindering me to write.

2003-02-07T01:48:00.000-08:00

Uhmmmm............ I just want to ask something. How do I post pictures here? Can I?

2003-02-02T03:29:00.000-08:00

I'm trying to read the html of my template. I'm kind of getting the idea of how to do it but I have one problem. How do
I know which thing goes first?

2003-02-02T02:56:00.000-08:00

Hey Noey! Thank you so much for taking time to tweak my blog. Do you know what this means? That I have a very
beautiful blog to see every time I log on to it and I have you to than for it! I have nothing much to say for now. Maybe I'll
have something to say tomorrow. Bye for now.

Quatre

2003-01-31T23:03:00.000-08:00

just dropping by to tweak your blog, cher. i've given you a fooble (chatterbox) so that the rest of civilization could drop in anytime and comment. comment boxes are still unavailable at the moment so...i have to look into those before...that.

uhm...what else?...ah...when you type...sweetie, jump a space so that the paragraphs separate. medyo mahirap basahin (trans~ it's a little hard to read) when you don't.

to answer your question, YES you may post on athena's blog. but i think...the most you can get is a message on her fooble.

as i said earlier...comment boxes are temporarily unavailable

*wince* that's basically it for now, cher. i'll see what i can do...for the meantime, you can post on my blog-out links at the bottom of each entry on my blog. it's the blue-lighted words. ;p

ciao mi bella!
______________
~+ m'lina

2003-01-30T23:47:00.000-08:00

Hey people!

Our fashion show just took its big outbreak Anyway, however you call it, after all we've been through it was a success.

Hey, ISIS was one of the models. <Congratulate ISIS>. They we're all "extravagant, glamorous and confident." Yuck, that's the main theme of the show. Anyway I was the nonsense technical director of it and we had a few wiring problems with the sound system. It's something hard to avoid, and thanks to the guy who helped me operate those things.

It was a bit difficult to be a tech.director because everything in the modeling world relies on the music.

Why was modeling invented? And who invented it anyway? Well, modeling might have its uses maybe I'm just not that enlightened to see it but for now, it's like a pain in the neck. We almost got sanctioned. We found out the day before the fashion show that the place banned fashion shows a long time ago and the careless and non-deserving officers of an organization were so irresponsible and they did not tell us the status of this place about fashion shows. And they still have the face to come to the fashion show and tell us at the end something like this: 'Hello, ako yung in charge ng fashion show niyo."

Like hello COMMON SENSE she didn't even supervise us and that's the only time we saw her and she HAS THE GUTS TO SHOW UP AND TELL US THAT SHE'S IN CHARGE? If were really the I-AM-PURE-EVIL PERSONIFIED person, I would have written profanities here thanks to my conscience and thanks to my brain. I still have my composure.

On heavier topics, please pray for my cousin. He has Dengue and Typhoid at the same time and we need prayers so that he would be able to make it. You see the normal platelets of a normal person is around 150,000 and his platelets dropped to around 19,000 yesterday. He needs prayers for his health, not to mention the hospital bill that would come after.evermind that for now. Life is what's at stake right now.

>>Hey it's like the cloning debate M'lina and I had when we were still Seniors. We scrapped out issues regarding morality and focused on survival instead. Hehehehe.

Anyway, 'tll here and so many uncivilized people around me are reading my blog. That's another problem in this place or maybe I'm just getting a bit paranoid. Anyway, gotta go. I'll write again as soon as I can.

2003-01-30T06:12:00.000-08:00

Cool page!

2003-01-30T06:07:00.000-08:00

Hey, just to inform the mother of my blog Melina, if its okay with you, I changed the title of my blog to soulwalker because the sunshine in a bag is kind of revealing my password. Is it okay? Oh yah, i just wanted to ask, can I also post a blog on Athena's blogger?

2003-01-30T05:39:00.000-08:00

Hi Athena! You have to see this! Thanks to Melina I got this page.

2003-01-29T22:21:00.000-08:00

To: Melina

Of course, I like this thing and I am completely happy with it.

At least I would have something to bug on once in a while. Oh yah, I've wtiting something, more like an essay type. Thanks M'lina if not for the constant conversations we had when we were Seniors, I woulnd't have been motivated to write. At least, I know that I have something to look back to, "moments of brilliance" that are very rare nowadays. May I add that your poems were really very ..... sublime. I miss them and you alot.

I miss your black clear book where you put most of your typewritten stuff about almost everything. Where will I ever find someone like you.... well I think there's no one like you. I hope we can keep our contact with one another.

"True friends and true people are hard to find" kind of the cliche type but isn't that what life is most about, the cliches? I think I would like to write about that. Well, one thing that sets you apart is that you have UNDERSTANDING and you don't judge people right away. I realized that a while ago when I was buying peanuts from the canteen.

Anyway, I am in school right now and typing this. I''l be having my class in about 45 minutes and I plan to use those minutes just to write to you. I just want to ask you something because there's this growing jitter in me.

Do you really think I should transfer? I'm getting confused and I'm a bit scared of what awaits me in another school. Do you think I will survive?

Anyway, I think I gotta go. I'll be sending you something through e-mail, the one that's about enlightenment. When we discussed this in class, I immediately thought about you because there's nobody there to talk to me and make most out of the piece and there's no one who will listen to my opinion about it.

Thanks M' lina.

'til here,

Sunshine in a Bag

2003-01-27T23:43:00.000-08:00

tweak, tweak, tweakity, tweak.Ü
am so thoroughly messing with your template, mon chère petít...hope you like the whole thingy... nawili naman ang bata
___________
~+ m'lina

2003-01-25T17:33:00.000-08:00

Hi M'lina! Thank you so much for this blog. Finally I have the perfect medium or channel to rant about just anything and everything to all of you.
Kuya Hiei if you get to see this thanks for answering my question about the propaganda. I got to view your webpage coststoomuch. It's great and I miss you.

Sunshine in a bag